SHE IS ALWAYS HERE, RIGHT WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO RELY ON..

I was lying on my bed, trying to “eat” The Introduction of Mathematics modules with heavy sleepy head when suddenly heard a voice of a girl (or a woman??). Initially, i didnt want to pay her attention. I just want to have a date with these (holyshit) modules tonite. But as the time ticking, i found myself getting numb n i cant help myself, i was hipnotized by her spooky-sweet voice. “Yeah, there she comes again”, i said to myself

She wishpered to me, so gently (again)..
“Girl. I have dream of a place for you and I. No one knows who we are there. Let’s run away, I’ll take you there. “
i was (still) feeling numb. I really wanted to “talk” with her but i just got nothing to say but “I’m a woman, i’m not a girl anymore”

She smiled at me..,
“Take my hand, we’re leaving tonite, there’s no need to tell anyone, they’d only hold us down. So, by the morning light, we’ll be half way to anywhere-where love isnt just your name.”

I was mesmerized by his jingling gentle voice that i couldn’t blink my eyes.
I was freezing.

She started to be impatient ( becoz i didnt respond what she said (???) i didnt notice it ) and raised up her tone, “Forget this life, come with me, don’t look back, you’re safe now. Unlock your heart, drop your guard. No one’s left to stop you now.“

silence…

“what should i say? What does she expect from me?” i talked to my head in silence. I started to be so frightened that i couldnt move my mouth n either my body. i couldnt run away from this frightening angelic girl.

I COULDN’T ESCAPE…

Something on my face made her realized that she’s just made me scared,

“Hello, don’t be afraid, honey. I’m your mind, n giving you someone to talk to.let’s get out of here..”
she told me sweetly, just like lullaby..

I smiled at her, took her hand, ready to go to nowhere…

10 thoughts on “SHE IS ALWAYS HERE, RIGHT WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO RELY ON..”

  1. aku ngerti..tpi dlm hatii…,
    sulit u/ mengungkapkan dgn kata2..

    download lagunya aah..haha..

    bg, salam u/ kk yana y..tulisannya bagus..🙂

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  2. well, sbnrnya ini bukan cerpen sih. tapi.. ngg. apa ya?? cuma sekedar tulisan iseng yang terinspirasi dari lagu Evanescence yang judulnya “Anywhere”.

    gini ceritanya, waktu itu saya lagi mempersiapkan diri buat uts. saya belajar sambil dengerin lagu2 evanescence. nah, mungkin karena udah bosan dan lelah, saya jatuh tertidur. err, sebenarnya belom tidur beneran sih. baru setengah tertidur. dalam keadaan setengah sadar itu saya mendengar lagu Evanescence yg judulnya “Anywhere”. saya bermimpi ada seorang perempuan yang duduk disamping saya sambil menyanyikan lagu itu untuk saya..
    jadi, ada beberapa kalimat di tulisan ini yang sebenarnya merupakan lirik lagu Anywhere-nya Evanesence itu..

    kalo mo tau yang mana dengerin aja lagunya.😛

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