I was lying on my bed, trying to “eat” The Introduction of Mathematics modules with heavy sleepy head when suddenly heard a voice of a girl (or a woman??). Initially, i didnt want to pay her attention. I just want to have a date with these (holyshit) modules tonite. But as the time ticking, i found myself getting numb n i cant help myself, i was hipnotized by her spooky-sweet voice. “Yeah, there she comes again”, i said to myself
She wishpered to me, so gently (again)..
“Girl. I have dream of a place for you and I. No one knows who we are there. Let’s run away, I’ll take you there. “
i was (still) feeling numb. I really wanted to “talk” with her but i just got nothing to say but “I’m a woman, i’m not a girl anymore”
She smiled at me..,
“Take my hand, we’re leaving tonite, there’s no need to tell anyone, they’d only hold us down. So, by the morning light, we’ll be half way to anywhere-where love isnt just your name.”
I was mesmerized by his jingling gentle voice that i couldn’t blink my eyes.
I was freezing.
She started to be impatient ( becoz i didnt respond what she said (???) i didnt notice it ) and raised up her tone, “Forget this life, come with me, don’t look back, you’re safe now. Unlock your heart, drop your guard. No one’s left to stop you now.“
“what should i say? What does she expect from me?” i talked to my head in silence. I started to be so frightened that i couldnt move my mouth n either my body. i couldnt run away from this frightening angelic girl.
I COULDN’T ESCAPE…
Something on my face made her realized that she’s just made me scared,
“Hello, don’t be afraid, honey. I’m your mind, n giving you someone to talk to.let’s get out of here..”
she told me sweetly, just like lullaby..
I smiled at her, took her hand, ready to go to nowhere…